What guro fantasies did you have as a kid?
When I was about 10/11 I imagined myself tied to a table, naked, exposed to a crowd, and they were prodding/poking me, exploring my body. Eventually one would produce a blade and cut me from my chest to my genitals, and someone would reach in and pull my guts from my body. I could actually feel the warm pull of my intestines unlooping from me as they were tugged free.
I would then bunch up my covers and hump to orgasm, imagining all this.
...I'm actually very normal, at least around others.
Does anyone else have any childhood fantasies to share?
None. Guro was something I developed in a later age. :(
Um being a bastard jackass my old Guro thoughts would be in an inescapable realm somewhere awaiting fate
Guro fantasies were my first sex fantasies. I would imagine people being tortured and torn apart, slowly. I've actually become less attracted to guro as I've gotten older.
Has anyone ever seen the cartoon "The Mouse and his Child"? I saw it when I was little. There was an almost guro scene in it. I don't remember all the details though. A possum, (I think) was trying to rob the mice bank. One of the mice grabbed his tail and held on tight while the vault door was closed on it. When the door opened, all that was left was the tail. an animal inside the vault ate the would be robber. I can't remember what animal it was, but i do remember feeling all odd and fluttery inside. It took me years to realize this was one of the first times I was sexually aroused. I thought i had peed my panties a little bit!!!
LOL!
Just peril, deathtraps, that sort of thing.
Heh, well I have a medical fetish...I mean, anything I fap to has to relate to that particular fetish in some way, or at least have the potential to be thought of in that way.
As a kid, I didn't know what fetishes were, of course. But I remember being "turned on" by anything involving doctors, hospitals, etc. I didn't know back then why I got these feelings, and it just left me confused. But now, being an adult and having learned a great deal about sex and different sorts of fetishes and the like, I understand.
I never got so far as orgasming when I was little, but I definitely was aroused. Again, I had no idea why and didn't tell anyone about it.
there was an anime with some girl getting snakes put in her and I used to imagine them inside me, biting. It was odd, but I was 11 or so... anime girls covered in blood also was arousing. I couldn't look at the real porn though. It used to creep me out. lol Now i'm so desensitized, that it takes me a good amount of time to find something I can get off to.
I got aroused at the description of Rachel's death in the Animorphs book series.
Actually, for a kids book it sure had some violent and quite gorey depictions. I need to read that stuff again.
When I was really young, I used to take my life-sized Barbie doll, cut her hair almost all off, put on her clothes, and then take her apart and hid the different body parts around the house.
I did that with the smaller ones too. My family would freak when there was an arm in the fridge and a torso in the oven...
I still haven't met anyone else who did that in their childhood.
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i actually read something about Barbie destruction, and how almost all girls who've had one did it at some point. i think the point of that writing was about destroying unattainable standards of beauty or feminism or something similarly unrelated to the topic at hand, lol.
dude, i am still a kid. i'm 12.
Prisonbait in the house. Someone give her the boot between the buttcheeks, plz.
Prisonbait in the house. Someone give her the boot between the buttcheeks, plz. :D
>Actually, for a kids book it sure had some violent and quite gorey depictions.
On that note, children's fairy tales are often incredibly gruesome and no one ever seems to notice.
Played Mortal Kombat and saw Kitana get a Fatality. My main guro fetish has been around that ever since. It's not the actual violence so much as it's everything leading up to it that I liked.
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You're not the only one. My sister did it back when she was a child, and I can safely tell she's definitely not into guro.
I support the unattainable standards of beauty explanation.
Nude lady tied up with needles protuding off her sensitive parts.
I was only 10 at that time though when that weird thought hit me. Come to think of it, now it explains why I'm in here...
Never had guro fantasies as a child.
I did identify with serial killers, though.
I used to imagine myself being boiled alive by island-cannibals.
I used to imagine myself falsely accusing women of being witches and having them burned to death in front of me. That was way before I'd ever been on the internet or seen anything particularly graphic or sexy.
Same here, though I did have one in which a demon woman seduced a man and bit his head right off, then took his body back for her children.
It all started with the Ocarina of Time. I'd fantasize about that part where you're captured by the those desert people. I used to fantasize about being Link and being (lightly) tortured in a dungeon while I was in bed. This has grown into my military / torture fetish and even to this day I still fantasize about being a female soldier getting abducted, raped and tortured (however, much more extreme than my childhood fantasy).
I really don't know why I'm into Guro. I asked my psychatrist about why I might be into horror, but not have any violent predelictions and he freaked out. So yeah, there's no way I can discuss this with him.
It's strange cause I really hate the idea of others suffering, yet here I am. Perhaps it's cause seeing this makes my mind go numb. Like I stop worrying about my thoughts, cause I never really had suffered anything.
It could be a sort of I'd like to save the people in the guro thing, but that sounds rather impossible.
Perhaps it's that I have been diagnosed with depression, and I feel odd not being depressed anymore. This stuff depresses me, so I feel sort of normal.
I mean I know that people do sick stuff to kids, and that pisses me the hell off. So why do I look at sick shit like that then? Or, why do I find gore interesting at all?
I think it's something of a cathartic thing. Like when Bjork sings in Hyperballad about throwing things off a cliff, and imagining herself falling so she feels more greatful that she's safe.
Like, I feel less depressed over my personal situation, cause I'm so very fortunate to never have experienced any real horrors. I also feel kind of guilty, like a survivor's guilt that other people have, and there's nothing I could do. Kind of like a superhero complex.
Really, do you think it would be interesting if there was a comic where the superhero kept themselves inspired to help others, by seeing images of people in distress. People would think, "Why torture yourself when you can't save them?" but it's more about reminding one self of the desire to save others. Like reminding themselves about why they need to keep fighting.
I hope you enjoyed my 3 am self-psychoanylsis. (I spelled it wrong, but too tired to care.) It's like, I feel if I can understand why I'm attracted at all to things that would make me cry and cry and cry in real life, I'd understand.
Even when I was really little I was into beheadings and it sort of grew from there. Even during my teen years had a very vivid dream where I was in line for the guillotine. Can't even remember at what point I woke up. All I remember was it been one of the most exciting moments of my life.
When I was little I wanted someone to strip me naked then tie me up and cut me open.
I was a really sick fuck as a child myself, as I grew older it made me wonder if something happened to me back then that I don't remember and messed me up, so to speak. I dunno.
A good part of it that I can recall seemed to deal with vivisection on girls my age, whem I was maybe 8 or 10.
I wanted to be tied down naked as a little boy, butt raped in front of a crowd, and given a forced sex change, then raped some more.
Pretty much like nowadays, I had vivid fantasies about either myself, or others, beating people either to death, or into a bloody pulp. They're much more detailed now, obviously. My earliest memories of getting off to such fantasies was sometime around 7.
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Long before I had any formal understanding of sex, I wanted to torture people. I would get hard thinking about stabbing people. I remember wrestling with it--wanting to kill but fearing eternal damnation, imprisonment.
Back before you develop morals, fear does a pretty good job keeping you in check.
It was only years later that I realized that those urges, that intense morbid lust I felt in elementary school was actually sexual arousal. Scream was probably the first movie I saw that hit me like porn.
When I was eleven I used to have this fantasy I made up where this woman hunter would capture me, and he would put women on his walls, like deer heads, but they were alive...
And he'd starve me, to make me give better blow jobs... hm, yeah... and when he fed me, it was from breasts on the wall..
I used to get so wrapped up in that in middle school that if I had to get up my knees would quiver, haha
what a loser, right?
Whoa, that's pretty intense.
For as long as I can remember, I've suffered (or enjoyed) from a disorder called pica, which is an urge to eat non-food things.
This has brought along some interesting kinks for me..
The first guro/pica themed fantasy I've had was about self-cannibalism. I'd get excited imagining cutting a square piece off my thigh and, layer-by-layer, eating it.
I do believe I also got some form of pre-pubecent arousal from all my other pica-habits (fabric, wood, paper and hard plastic), but they aren't really guro..
also when I got my first idea of what sex might be like, my mind started generating wild rape-scenarios, which I acted out with barbies.
I miss my barbies ;___;
I never had guro fetishes but my earliest fantasy was when I was 8 and I imagined I could make people touch each other naked on the street. I didn't have any actual understanding of sex, but I wished I had the power to make anyone I want "touch" no matter how much they didnt want to.
I played FPS games as a kid, and I always got aroused shooting the girls. Like, because in these games (Duke Nukem or Shadow Warrior for example) you've got naked chicks, which is awesome, but you can't DO anything in the game except make some random comment.
But you can't fuck them, you can't get anything from them other than to shoot them with your gun or knife or boot (well in Duke you can pay them to flash you, but that's like foreplay) So in a way, shooting the girls was one way of getting that sexual release. It wasn't rape, I wasn't expressing any kind of animosity... I just was making do with the tools at hand. No cock, just a gun. IF they had videogames with the ability to get these characters in bed and ignore the alien invasions... well... I'd probably not have developed the same fantasies.
Also, you have later games such as, in my case Goldeneye and The World is Not Enough, and Perfect Dark after, and those all had girls in them that you either shot or could be and get shot as... and in these games girls getting shot sounds fairly more orgasmic than painful. So you have that 1-2 punch of girls getting shot and then them liking it.
Used to wonder what it would be like to carve flesh, to sculpt using the living body.
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That reminds me of the James Bond games I played as a kid. I never got sexually aroused or anything, but I remember if I met a civilian and I shot that person and wouldn't end the game, I'd do it.
All the women in the game are either main characters and crap, so shooting men was what I did for fun. I'd shoot them in the ankle just to get them to bleed a little, because I actually didn't want them to die just yet.
I remember imagining I was some sort of slave-driver or something and that was just a way of marking slaves. I used to shoot at their feet and ankles and see how many shots in a non-lethal place could kill 'em.
Weird, I know, but oh well.
