TS - Man to Female - Amputee (50)

1 Name: Michi : 2008-07-28 07:51 [Del]

Hi there GURO!
This is actually the first time I visit GURO at all!

Looking forward to be here in future! ^___^

Anyway, here is some short info about me:
I am a 20 year old Transgender MtF, starting hormone-therapy in 2 months and getting my surgery in about 1 year & 6 months..

Im wondering if anyone in here know if its possible to get a surgeon to remove some parts of the body? I would feel more beutiful if some parts disapeared..

Or maybe there is a suregon in GURO chan ? :D

I want to remove:

My right eye
My right leg from the knee and down
My left arm from the elbow and down

Is my dream possible? Or am I even 2 sick for GURO chan? :D

100 % Serious

/Michi

2 Name: Anonymous : 2008-07-28 08:01 [Del]

I'm... baffled. lulz. I doubt any surgeon would risk his reputation and do such procedures as those, but good luck in your endeavor!

3 Name: Michi : 2008-07-28 08:07 [Del]

Boring world.. -.- sigh

There must be somekind of a surgeon that would do it, if I promise total discretion! At least one limb, like arm or leg AT LEAST!

4 Name: Anonymous : 2008-07-28 11:51 [Del]

I don't think you can get any professional surgeon to do it, as >>2 said, they would harm their reputation.

But you can probably find some perverted guy who would for a few bucks, but that probably wont be that nice.

5 Name: Teh Eth : 2008-07-28 11:58 [Del]

There are undoubtably, but, as it is illegal in most places, this makes it unregulated, and thus unsafe (well, unsafe compared to self-amputation). Something you could try (make sure it is well after transition, don't want to have it pushed back, eh ;) I'll probably be getting my surgery 2-3 years from now because I have too many "other issues" [which are all blatantly a result of said GID, stupid shrinks...]), would be to have an "accident" involving DIY or something like that (make sure to mangle the bits of the limbs such that they can't be reattached), then go to a hospital to have the wounds taken care of (thought has passed through my mind many a time over removing my testes ahead of schedule, though bloodloss would probably kill me before I got there)

6 Name: Michi : 2008-07-28 14:16 [Del]

#4. But how about those body-artists that does some heavy modifications?

#5. Yeah I heard trains is a good idea, but damn, it would hurt! ;_;
But would be pretty cool at the same time!
Bloodloss is my main enemy tho!

Btw surgery in 2-3 years? For you removing some limbs? :)

7 Name: Michi : 2008-07-28 18:21 [Del]

#5. Wait! Are you also Transgender? :)

8 Name: Teh Eth : 2008-07-29 02:15 [Del]

Yes, yes I would be. And the surgery in 2-3 years is for mah vay-jay, though the idea of the more hardcore end of body modification is somewhat appealing

9 Name: Michi : 2008-07-29 18:48 [Del]

#8. Vay-jay laugh

Ye, the body is like an artwork, and It would be cool to remove some parts. I wouldn't miss the parts anyway..

So wich parts do you want to remove? :)

10 Name: Teh Eth : 2008-07-30 09:35 [Del]

I don't really have any formulated ideas as yet, aside from something along the lines of elfing, except shifting and sculping the ears completely like an animal's, but it depends on how I could be best of service to an owner - for example, continuing the animal roleplay, removing legs from below the knee to keep me more of an animal's stance and size; or the idea of being completely helpless and available for torment and abuse by removing all 4 limbs and vocal cords... I suppose it's still at the "far off fantasy" stage, but there's nothing to say it won't happen ;)

11 Name: Michi : 2008-07-30 21:28 [Del]

Removing legs below knee sounds cool for your animal roleplay, Im not into animal roleplay, but in your case it sounds epic!

Im more like a "Do whatever you wanna do with me" type without roleplay..

All 4 limbs dreeewwwl, that would be pretty cool!
BUT wtf are you going to do when not being abused & able to talk or write!? Watch TV whole days? ;D

I know what you mean tho, would be incredible hot to remove all 4 limbs and vocal cords!
Cannot complain or do anything about anything, just take it and be a sex toy rest of life!

Damn, I got turned on by that sentence! laughing

12 Name: Anonymous : 2008-07-31 03:35 [Del]

Where i live i think you can amputee yourself as you were preforming any other plastic surgery, but I'm not really sure. Try to check the laws in different places.

13 Name: Michi : 2008-07-31 18:09 [Del]

12. Dont know where to check for that, any tip of where I might find some info?

14 Name: Michi : 2008-08-01 08:45 [Del]

I have now discussed this subject for about a week ín 2 swedish places on internet & 1 American..

Americans = Thumbs up! Sympathy and relevant ppl
Swedish place Nr #1 = Both good & bad.. :|
Swedish place Nr #2 - https://www.flashback.info/ = Pure Nazi & horrifying people!

https://www.flashback.info/
Said:

  • They wanted me to die
  • My kind was discusting
  • My kind was the worst people on planet
  • I was sick and needed help

The world is dangerous and sick, people cant accept other peoples wishes and needs..

15 Name: Anonymous : 2008-08-01 08:54 [Del]

>The world is dangerous and sick, people cant accept other peoples wishes and needs..

Out of curiosity, how many years did it take for you to realize that ?

16 Name: Michi : 2008-08-01 09:13 [Del]

#15. I guess way to many! xD

17 Name: Anonymous : 2008-08-01 09:34 [Del]

>>16
Guessed so !

>My kind was the worst people on planet

By the way, they're not wrong : humans are the worst of all living beings xD

To get back to your original post, I won't comment on how sick you are, because 1) that's your body and choice and 2) no one has the right to tell you that as long as you are acting legally (abiding by laws, not hurting anyone else, not going against anyone else's will). Not to mention we're all 'sick' here.

The real problem is indeed to find someone who is willing to do this as there will be legal issues for that person, unless you somehow find a way to write some kind of legal agreement that can't be voided afterwards. The utopic way would be to become a surgeon yourself and then do it, but that's not really an option.

Also, I wouldn't recommend doing it 'for the lulz' (i.e. animal roleplay) unless you really plan on living like that for the rest of your life. You can't undo this, so make sure you think of all the consequences before doing it so that you don't regret it.

But then that's just my opinion.

18 Name: Michi : 2008-08-01 09:42 [Del]

And btw, is there a chat or forum where I can discuss this with normal ppl?

19 Name: Anonymous : 2008-08-01 09:45 [Del]

#15

Du är mig en sjuk jävel, det gillar jag, posta några bilder i /g/ vilken är nr 1 svenska sidan?

20 Name: Michi : 2008-08-01 09:47 [Del]

Hmmm become a surgeon would be hard, I would definetly faint :P
Ironic: Cant stand the look of parts getting cut off xD

Well even if we are sick, thats also our OWN problem, if we want to get help, we get help.. If we dont, we dont!

Doesn't mean we are stupid and dont understand the effects of doing things with ourselfs..

But with 10.000$ at least one surgeon would be interested! :)

21 Name: Michi : 2008-08-01 09:48 [Del]

#19. Va snackar du om?! :S

22 Name: Anonymous : 2008-08-01 12:02 [Del]

>>19
>>21
Man snakker ikke udenlandsk på en engelsktalene side. Svensk lyder fandme dummere end dansk gør, så klap i.

translation:
You dont talk foreign languages on an English speaking site.
Its fucktard annoying.

23 Name: Michi : 2008-08-01 12:24 [Del]

22. I just gave him a simple answer.

#21. TRANSLATE: What are you talking about?! :S

#22. You translated your own text wrong!

"You do not speak foreign languages on an english speaking site.
Swedish sounds more stupid then danish do, so shut up!"

And to all english speaking ppl: Danish is a language that hasn't evolved in over 100 years! :D

24 Name: Anonymous : 2008-08-01 12:37 [Del]

>>22
Nice try on censoring the last part, but even without Michi's help, it was quite obvious.

>>19
Calling me names won't make me change my opinion on the world, buddy.

Now back on topic.

25 Name: Fancy a sleepless departure : 2008-08-01 12:52 [Del]

>>14

What the hell did you expect? It's FLASHBACK. It's know for being populated exclusively by pathetic lunatic Nazis who like to discuss revisionist history.

Förövrigt tycker jag du borde söka hjälp med de uppenbara grava psykiska störningar du lider av. Du behöver ingen kirurgi, du behöver en lobotomi. Eller inte, men lyssna nu, seriöst, du behöver hjälp. Nåja, nu skall jag gå och skära av min penis som jag ville göra när jag var tolv.

26 Name: Michi : 2008-08-01 13:14 [Del]

#25. Sorry didn't know that! ;_;

And the last part I guess I have to Translate for him -.-
#25. TRANSLATE:
"In other respects I think you should seek help with those obvius mental disorders you suffer from.
You dont need surgery, you need lobotomy. Or not, but listen now, seriusly, you need help. Oh well, now im going to cut of my penis as I wanted to do when I was twelve"

And my response to you Fancy a sleepless departure:
YES, and I will.. But not yet, when my Transgender investigations is finished.

Do you have something against transgender people as well?

27 Name: Fancy a sleepless departure : 2008-08-01 13:16 [Del]

>>26

No, I am transgender.

28 Name: Michi : 2008-08-01 13:17 [Del]

#27 OH, sry :P

29 Name: 3d0xp0xy : 2008-08-01 14:40 [Del]

Skandinaver? I min GUROchan?
Det er mer sannsynlig enn du tror!

30 Name: Anonymous : 2008-08-01 15:30 [Del]

This thread is highly annoying. There is no such thing as good or bad. There is something called stupidity and intelligence.

Realise that you must fit into one of those. Cutting your limbs might not be stupidity, but doesn't fits you on intelligence.

Get smart, Troll.

31 Name: Anonymous : 2008-08-01 19:21 [Del]

I was jerking off just now to a loli but I came all over my left leg. I'm coming down from a DXM high so it was really hard to get off, it took well over an hour and a half and I was really exhausted so I fell onto my couch. After resting for a moment I sniffed my leg.

My cum smells really good.

Am I gay?

32 Name: Michi : 2008-08-01 20:20 [Del]

#31 is a cute little troll!! 100 % Sure of of it

33 Name: Anonymous : 2008-08-01 20:35 [Del]

>>31
Wrong thread, the my-own-smell-is-awesome thread is a few KB below.

This one is about Michi's epic limb removal quest, basic (anti)social lore, rancorous Danes and random language hijack. Well, for now.

34 Name: Michi : 2008-08-01 20:42 [Del]

Think this thread should be removed as well now, to many shitty comments that aint helping

35 Name: SArCasM : 2008-08-01 22:05 [Del]

>>32
They're so small and little, that it makes them cute.
Also, sage.

36 Name: Michi : 2008-08-01 22:18 [Del]

>>35 I lol'd! "Also, sage."

37 Name: Anonymous : 2008-08-02 23:56 [Del]

> I am a 20 year old Transgender MtF, starting hormone-therapy in 2 months and getting my surgery in about 1 year & 6 months..

You are a 5-year-old manchild. Go spend your parents' money on something useful for a change.

38 Name: Michi : 2008-08-03 06:46 [Del]

>>37 And you are a 85-year-old still wearing diapers
Hope I didnt gave you an heartattack!

Hahahhahaha!! Loser!

39 Name: Anonymous : 2008-08-03 09:55 [Del]

>>38
Don't feed the trolls and especially not in such a petty and immature way. You just ignore them.

40 Name: Teh Eth : 2008-08-03 11:27 [Del]

Wow, I leave for Wacken and come back to find this thread alive and spamming.

Heh, I get turned on every time I reread it. Every so often it floats into my mind that €60000 of therapy, drugs and surgery to then live a fantasy like that, but I'd still love it.

As for what I'd do when not being used, I suppose I'd be left with some torment, be it overtly sexual like having a pair of vibrators set just low enough that I would be unable to orgasm and just left for a few hours, or something more traditional and uncomfortable like Chinese water torture. (the curse of being TS, getting nice and aroused, to then have a penis get in the way of the fun...)

You may enjoy a story I wrote - http://miss-and-it.blogspot.com/2008/07/oral-fixation.html

41 Name: Fancy a sleepless departure : 2008-08-04 05:29 [Del]

>>40

Your writing is absolute rubbish, much like your personality.

42 Name: arno_nym : 2008-08-06 11:49 [Del]

on a totally unrealted sitenode: wacken was fun.
small world, huh.

43 Name: Vixen : 2008-08-14 16:26 [Del]

Michi, I am saying this with the utmost sincerity because I am concerned. You have a fetish known as Apotemnophilia, as well as a condition known as Amputee Identity Disorder (also known as BIID). These are serious psychiatric disorders. Before you do anything drastic, such as trying to remove a limb or damage it, I suggest contacting a mental health professional and talking about your feelings. I am not being judgmental of how you feel, I just want you to think and talk about your feelings with a professional person first. They are going to have your best interests in mind, despite what others may say, and they might be able to give you an alternate point of view that you haven't thought about. Again, if you decide in the end that that's what you want, so be it, but at least talk about it with some other people first.

44 Name: Anonymous : 2008-08-14 17:04 [Del]

+1 swede rapporterar in ;)

45 Post deleted by user.

46 Name: Rip : 2008-08-16 18:03 [Del]

I think Vixen's right, it does sound like BIID. I don't believe I've got it myself, but I've got a love of amputation and an interest in weird psychological disorders, so I've heard of it before. Here's a few links.

http://transabled.org/ - The name's a bit dodgy, but it's actually a pretty good blog on the subject.

http://biid-info.org/Main_Page - General information.

http://www.slate.com/id/2085402/ - Article with info and stories of apotemnophiliacs.

47 Name: Anonymous : 2008-08-16 18:33 [Del]

Well - have to say something:
Some of u fap on pictures where Anime-Characters (and such) die. You all got a Mental Disorder and should talk with a professional...

48 Name: Anonymous : 2008-08-16 19:16 [Del]

>>47
"Maybe you do, but I don't ! I come here for the art !"

49 Name: Anonymous : 2008-08-17 15:41 [Del]

>Some of u fap on pictures where Anime-Characters (and such) die. You all got a Mental Disorder and should talk with a professional...

Actually, masturbation is the most perfect healthy thing. As it is to have a fetish.

On a side note : Anime Characters are ficticious.

50 Name: Anonymous : 2008-08-17 19:11 [Del]

Violence, mutilation, dismemberment, defecation, and coprophagia, blood, gore, disfiguration, violence, mutilation, urine, enemas, or feces IS ART.

>You all got a Mental Disorder and should talk with a professional...

Yeah, sure...

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