Do you dream about guro often? Or have you ever?
Haha, yes.
Last night did i dream about some kids eating the flesh of a superhero. Was kinda freaky but not scary. It didnt seem wrong in that dream at all.
Yes. I dream of seeing girl's poop by vouyerism sometimes.
Other times I dream that I'm making scat fetish vids, either as the cameraman, or as a participant.
I have quite a few gorey dreams to tell ya the truth, but I think the closest to come to anime guro, was of Raven from Teen Titans getting her head chopped off in honor of her pathetic life, and Starfire hugged the head in a psychotic and depressed state of mind...actually that doesn't sound too bad of an idea for a guro pic, if done right and in the right style!
I have dreams where I'm in sort of a Battle Royale like situation. Generally everyone is playing, but I'm the only person with a weapon. It's always a knife or an uzi. I've had dreams where twenty people are ontop of me, trying to grab the knife and all I can do it cut them open and crawl right through them to get to the rest of the players.
I'm had many dreams like that, my favorite however was one where old classmates of mine and I were stuck in a house that was flipped upside down and being filled with water. Once again, the only way out was to be the only person alive before the house filled up. Let's just say I was the winner.
My worst nightmares are where I melt or get cooked - or am otherwise in extreme heat. I know a few of you have a fetish for that - but I really hate the heat, and I'm rather terrified of it.
Recently, though, I had a great dream in which I was kidnapped and bound up in an incredibly weird position to a wall and raped. At one point I tried to escape, and as punishment had my arm cut off, then was fed the meat from it, and later had the bone used as a dildo. o-o It was a good dream.
Holy ****, that's cool.
Anyway, I just had one today during my afternoon nap. It's also the first lucid dream I've ever had, and was fully are I was asleep, and could control it...er kind of...a lucid dream is hard to explain.
Well, whatever, after the stupid dream I had before that one, I was now in an "aware" state, and felt like some sort of devil. I put myself in some sort of personal hell, that I was king of, and there were these people who had their throats slashed all at once.
Then I was watching this poor girl, who was screaming and crying for her life, running through the bloody place, and ended up trying to escape this one creature (it resembled the pig costume from either Saw, or the one from The Village.) It chased her into like a dark vent thing, or a small cave...something like that, and then she saw the other creature coming towards her, and the other one had already followed her. She knew she was doomed, and screamed and cried.
I felt her fear, I loved the fear, and for some reason, I had whispered "Love...." They then began to feast upon her flesh as she struggled.
I then awoke, fully pleased and for some reason well rested. Almost as if I had actually feasted upon the soul of girl. Isn't that weird? o.O
I one had a dream where this one guy was selling candy but it wasn't any candy it was filled with nanoprobes that sliced me to atomic shreds
I had a dream last night where someone drugged my alcohol at a bar. I got tied to the bar and the raping was just starting when my alarm went off. Stupid life, ruining my wet dreams...
in my case, dreams inspire guro, when i was 6 i had a really sexy dream about torturing and killing a girl. I thought she was an angel, but i wanted to kill her all the same. I went to school and told the other kids, and during drawing time id make pictures. When the teachers found them theyd freak out and start yelling at me. i dont remember too much more, probably repressed all the memories, but i do remember feeling horny from the dream, and not knowing what horny was.
so i was destined to like guro, it was in my genes...
oh and every time i get "aware" in a dream i jump on the nearest girl and try to rape her to death, problem is, the girls behave like leprechauns, as soon as i turn my back, shes gone. Then i get real angry, try to find her, stamp my foot, the force of the stamp sends me miles into the air. I start fallling, OOOHHHH FUCKKK AAAAAAH, and every time that happens i wish i were dead immediately, just from the fear of the inevitable splat. I go SPLAT! and then jump up from bed, fall onto the floor and hit my head on something. such is the price of failure.
I had one last night in which my asshole had teeth. For some reason I didn't know what to do about it and asked my father for help. I told him to stick his finger in my ass. Then I woke up.
>>12 I lol'ed.
When I do dream about guro, I'm the one being killed (falling, or by gun), or just viewing someone else doing the killing, which is dissapointing since I'd like to get in on the action.
Hey, I had a funny dream last night. (2007:0621-2007:0622)
Me and a handful of men were searching for ancestral shrines in a nether realm in the middle of the night. These shrines were guarded by one man-sized rabbit-drider furry sentinel-goddess that had divine powers and had to be slayed to obtain its... maybe some organ of her? Whatever, it was so nice to slay down and loot them.
The main chapter was the end of it, when the last goddess was beheaded. Her head stayed alive and told us that typical "You are worthy of taking it." line. I was holding her head in my own two hands, and it was so cute I got turned on! but the others were there, and she would have probably bit my dick off if I tried to do something nasty, so I passed. Then she told me that she wants to die by her own hands and that she asked us to let her chew off her own ears. Yes, this is ridiculous, but then small shark-teeth appeared around her ear, and started biting it off. And I watched it from a close-up! =) It was so fucking awesome! Then the whole place started to collapse, so we had to flee, and I woke up.
What do you think? :D
Mine sucked. All it was, was someone found my secret stash of guro and I sat there explaining it away. Wasn't even interesting in like a, now I must kill you or kill myself kinda way. It was just, shrug I guess the game's up.
I've actually had a couple, but they were both pretty tame.
The first one was about me participating in an online guro RP. But then the guy I was talking to turned deadly seriously about killing me, and I wussed out. Boo!
The second one was better. I was having my eyes gouged out. And I never wanted it to stop.
I have this one dream where I wake up on a concrete floor of some place with one of those large old Pizza ovens. And then before myself I see myself. A double of sorts standing there holding a briefcase full of knives and cleavers. She searches around inside as I stare scared and chained. She takes out a large shiny cleaver. Then I struggle against the chains with my right hand. She kneels down and pins my wrist with her knee and slides a cutting board under my hand. I struggle more vigorously now trying to free myself. And then CLUNK and my whine as each of my fingers(excluding the thumb) are collected from the board and thrown based with a kind of barbecue sauce. She eats the pinky in front of me and then proceeds to offer the rest to me. Which I refuse. She then takes out a serrated knife designed to cut bread I presume until her warm hand forces itself onto my breast where she squeezes it. Causing my nipple to stand and the saw like blade of the knife cuts off my nipple. She takes it, bites down on the edge of it and places the other edge on my lips now quivering in horror. She grabs the other nipple and removes it swallowing it whole in one gulp. Much to my chagrin she goes back to the case and takes out a long butchers knife and begins to cut around my pussy cutting very shallowly ending back at the top where she had started. Pressing the blade in a downward motion cutting my clitoris off. She drop the knife and forces my jaw wide open. And places the coup de grace of my clit into my mouth. I respond the only way I can and swallow. At which the dream ends and I wake up.
I'm in quite the quandary with this dream. As I dream in the third person perspective.
i've had some pretty lucid guro dreams ... i'd be blown up from grenades and instead of being dead, i'd be in a 3rd person view like you get playing quake2 multi ... and i could see my body bits splattering down ... too much fps maybe?
I had a dream where I was making a guro flash game a while back. I've even gone so far as to further plan the game, despite the fact I have no flash skills. :/ So hey, if anyone here is good at flash and needs a game idea let me know! XD
>>18
I have a lot of game-related dreams, but they're usually more like RTS with mild FPS elements.
I once had a dream, though it was vaguely remembered in the morning, that I had cut off a little girl's head, not like little little, but like fifteen or sixteen. I remember being surprised by how little blood there was, then noticing that the bag in which I was carrying the head was filling up with and leaking obscene amounts of blood. There was no real sexual context, except for a possible indirect relation to some dark thoughts my subconscious harbored towards my ex-girlfriend.
I think I would have/remember more interesting and potentially guro-esque dreams if I further pursued lucid dreaming. Tips anyone?
Lucide dreaming isn't a simple thing to do. And it takes a lot of waking world work. The best way to get lucid dreams is to teach yourself to examine and doubt when awake. Every so often just stop in what you're doing and carefully examine the world around you. If everything seems normal, you're awake. If something suddenly changes or vanishes, or something impossible occurs, you're dreaming. Guro dreams are thus easily distinguished from reality, so long as you perform this check.
Of course, then comes the act of staying asleep. Usually, when you realize you're dreaming you wake up. And excitement over gaining control of the dream can cause you to wake up too. You just have to learn to stay calm and relaxed. Eventually you'll get the hang of it. But all of this can take years, unfortunately.
I had kind of a lucide dream tonight. Wasn't really guro, more like a RPG *lol I was running around with some guys in an abandoned city and we had to get somewhere. One of the guys was actually pretty nice and I wanted him to like me, so I did a lot of stuff to impress him. But after a while I realized it was my dream and I was the one who thought him up so I just made him to be really nice to me and all ;) Felt great.
But I don't manage to dream like that often.
Most of my dreams are nightmares. It's always been like that since I'm a child. I don't like my dreams, they're full of gore and death, but not in a nice way. Sometimes I'm dying but most of the time the people I love and care for are killed in the most terrible ways.
Here's one I dreamt several times:
It's evening, I'm lying in my bed and waiting to fall asleep, when suddenly the mattress starts to move.
I realize that I'm lying on one of this big garbage bags and it's filled with severed heads.
Male, female, all ages, some fresh, some half rotted - they move and press their faces agianst the plastic, rolling their dead eyes, groaning and whispering all the time.
I know, I'm responsible for putting them in their also I don't know who they are or how I did it, but I'm guilty thats for sure.
My mother enters the room to kiss me goodnight and I try to cover the bag with my arms and legs. I can feel the head moving under my body, I can hear them whisper "She knows, she already knows", but obviously my mother does not know about them, because she just wishes me a good night and leaves.
I try to push the heads down and the feeling to touch their rotting, slimey flesh through the plastic, to feel how the push against my hands and slide away - thats wat I remember the best. It's disgusting.
I decide to get rid of the bag and drag it into a near forest (the size of the bag changes during the dream, sometimes it's as bis as my bed, sometimes I can carry it with one hand).
I push the bag into a pond, no in fact I stand in the water and try to push it down to make it sink. But it swims and all the time I can hear the heads moaning and telling me I can never get away with this and everybody knows about my guilt.
Yes, doesn't sound that shocking, but believe..the feeling of guilt and anxiety is awefull.
I felt guilty all day after dreaming this, whenever somebody looked at me, I tought he/she sure knows about the heads.
HOLY CRAP!!!
I had a dream last night: a wind god started chasing after me as a whirlwind. This wasn't the fun part, I often get caught up in strange action flics in my dreams. However, after I got rid of this problem, I returned home to see my girlfriend sliced up into small pieces, like the size of bread slices. Her face was cut off as a whole, but on a rather diagonal plain, and it was still alive and recognized me! Her eyes caught mine, and I felt sympathy only. She was just as cute as always... Then she tried to pass out, but I didn't want her to, so I tried stimulating her nerves between her eyes by applying pressure. Of course, it worked, and she woke up a little more. (of course means, that our dreams give us irrational abilities to be somewhat omnipotent) When I woke up, I was a little freaked out. Not by the dream itself, but my weird reaction to that situation. Did anyone have such an experience recently?
i dreamt about stabbing a guy tonight and became a bit disappointed when he was shot in the face point-blank with a hunting rifle due to a boobie trap behind the door
but it wasn't a girl and also he was trying to take my land away from me or something so it didn't count
was just about to bury him in my compost when i woke up.
first thought i had then is why i didn't hide him somewhere in the lake instead, first place the coppers would look is the compost
o well
The only guro-esque dream I've ever had was a couple years back. I was in this very square house, a room in each corner. In the "lobby" area there was a filthy defunct schoolbus (no wheels, no windows, no roof, no seats). I was looking in at a top-down fashion, and inside were little pigs. They were all squealing, writhing about in their own filth. I "knew" they were dying even though there was no blood. Then I was beside the bus and went into this room with lego panelling and a dead loli on a bed. I was only in this room for a few seconds, but from what I remember she was just a giant, shabby doll made of cloth laying in a puddle of blood.
Finally, I go into the fourth room (the third was just stupid) and it's one of those big ORs. The walls are splattered with blood, shit, and the equipment is all rusty. A team of doctors are helping a very large, greasy woman give birth to piglets. I watched unaffected for a while, then the dream changed.
Before going to bed I had played through all of Silent Hill 2, 3 and most of 4. Which would explain the condition of the fourth room, but not the pigs. Maybe I just liked pigs.
i've had so many. I dream about zombies a LOT, actually. But one of my favorites was about a troupe of kids who went to a school for deformed/weird/messed up people. You could tell they went to that school because the girls wore red stockings and the boys wore red ties. They had to get there by boat every morning. One of the girls hemorrhaged constantly and her uniform was always bloody, and one of the boys had terrible burns all over his face. it was strangely linear; usually my dreams are very abstract.
In my last one I vomited blood over and over while laying in bed and holding my best friend's festering head. The room wasn't mine, everything was white except for the mess I was making. I don't remember much more, besides that several different people visited me, including a group of nude hippie girls wearing flower crowns.
The dreams I remember are always "twisted" in way or another.
Wow~
At least I'm not the only one having these dreams. My friends think I'm insane!
I often dream about very sexual encounters that involve heavy guro.
The most memorable things that have happened in my dreams were masturbating using a knife (Yes, the sharp side), stabbing myself and my partner during sex, inserting objects and genitalia into wounds, lots of scat and slave scenarios(which isn't really as bad as some of the other stuff), intense beatings received from and given to my partner, and blowing up with dynamite.
Sadly enough I usually don't remember my dreams. The most "guro-ish" dream I can remember was when I dreamt that I punctured something inside my throat and slowly choked to death because of the ridiculous amounts of blood, saliva and Mucus that built up in my mouth.
It was actually quite a pleasurable feeling, after the first chock.
Other than that, I only have my guro-daydreams ;_;
I wonder if you guys have these dreams under the influence of drugs (as trips) or just plainly, like me... :D Maybe I'm not that wicked at all? LOL(i)
>>30
You don't need to waste yourself with drugs to get extremely weird dreams.
If you're into commonly-seen-as-twisted fetishes, overimaginative, sleep-deprivated, stressed and well-fed, it'll usually be enough to have a good laugh when you wake up, and wonder if your sanity is still there.
Thank you for sharing your dreams. They are fascinating.
I had a dream about a powerful demon who fell in love with a human girl and gave up evil. It was as if I saw his tender love for her from aside.
Another one about a couple of elves making love on a beach under a downpour. Then a revolver appeared. I think I woke up before I shot them.
A few days ago I had a dream which I forgot except that it was so violent I felt unpleasant (something about mass dismemberment throughout the entire dream).
Also, the other day I "accidentally" saw some DP pictures IRL but asked Jesus to give me strength to turn away so I did. That night I dreamed about a couple of guys that tricked a stupid barely-not-a-loli girl to undress then DPed her :). The fact that they MOLESTED the girl was very exciting and I clearly remember enjoying the tricking part much more than watching the rape.
I guess my favorite dream could qualify as being somewhat guro-inspired.
Basically, I was violently raped by Tira from Soul Calibur III.
I remember being held down as I struggled at the beginning. She wasn't gentle, to say the least. She strangled me until I gave up on struggling. She then took off her gloves and her nails were long and sharp. She cut me up pretty good. I remember my her making many bloody scratches on my chest and one on my face, which bleed pretty bad. She then licked my nipple with her tongue gently to get my guard down, then she bit it hard. She then took off all her clothes (her nipples were green :3) and demanded that I pleasure her. I did so, slowly and carefully, making sure she would have an amazing orgasm. To my shock, she licked off the blood on my face and began to gently return the favor afterwards. ...Then I woke up. Goddammit.
Still, it was the greatest dream that I had ever had.
Anyone got any tips on how to induce dreams? I get them so rarely and I so rarely get anything and I feel like I'm missing out?
>>34
Google is your friend:
http://www.wikihow.com/Induce-Nightmares
>>30
I don't want to sound like a complete pussy, but no, drugs ruin everything if you are trying to do that. When start to realize you are dreaming, you instantly wake up. Try burning some sage, and go to bed with it still burning, that usually works for me. But anything other than sage isn't good for dreaming. Of that I have tried, anyways. 420chan will probably tell you better.
>>37
I guess you have never heard of lucid dreaming. And falling asleep with anything burning is exceedingly stupid.
LoL, I had one yeasterday, quite gruesome indeed.
I dreamt there was these terrorist, somehow, they managed to put a small bomb inside some people's neck.
The thing is : If people didn't do what they requested, they would blow up that bomb.
It wasn't a bomb that would go BOOM! and explode someone's head completely, it was some kind of bomb that would make some kind of hole in someone's neck; after that the person wouldn't die completely, it would bleed until death I guess and die out of shock.
I don't even know if it does exist such kind of bomb like that.
(Specially to implant it into someone's neck)
I may not seem that gruesome by reading it, but in the dream it was f*cking gruesome, to watch someone dying like that in front of you... just because they didn't do what was requested to them :S
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I want to dream about my special loved one that doesn't even exist. :'(
How do I induce that one?
>Inducing nightmares is something only for people who are relatively mentally stable.
Not for any us, then, amirite?
>Your mind is not a toy.
Really? It's fun to play with.
>Your mind is not a toy
My mind played a trick on me, a bad one. :'(
I dream that i had gotten a PS3 as a present, but it wasn't a real PS3, despite of it being the same size.
The control only had 2 buttons as the old nintendo, and it wouldn't run any real games in it.
:'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(
My mind hates myself
:'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(
I had a dream the other night.
I was in this hospital garden after sleeping over at a friend's house. I woke up there, and heard someone over the wall. I looked over and it was some nurse/maid-type person. She shouted out "Does anyone want any jelly? Someone has to eat the jelly, otherwise it'll get wasted!" so I looked over the wall and said "I will!" and she smiled. I then looked through the crack in the wall and noticed I could see her breasts through her shirt.
She then walked around the wall and I pretended to sleep. She'd bent over to do something and it was woah-panty-shot in front of my face. Haha. I was about to do something until two guys I knew ran up to her and got her number. I didn't have a chance to speak or do anything to her. Eventually, they left and I started trying to pull a move on her. Problem was, apparently, in the day light she turns into a little girl, and she didn't want to have sex as a little girl.
Fuck that. So I just sat there being bored for a bit, until she turned into a cat. Then she got out her laptop and started surfing cat dating sites. Eventually I got bored and went home, finding out she was called Mai-chan and was a gurochan camwhore. There was a lot of fanart dedicated to her and everyone was like "omfg such a camwhore attention seeker!!!1".
Fuck you, gurochan. Ha.
Have you ever tried to control your dreams?
>>48
I actually could when I was little, I had this huge underground research-facility in my dreams where I abused and tortured and raped women using gigantic mechas and machines, freaky hazards, mazes, etc. And I was... about... 7-10 years old back then? It was neat. :3
>>49
That's what you get for worshipping Sega mascots during your childhood !
>>50
I never worshipped Sega mascots. I watched too much Transformers though... and had a very old cardset with bikini pin-up girls... I also had an Amiga. :P
I don't recall that this was particularly influenced by guro, but some of the /f/ers might enjoy it, so...
I once had a dream where I was in a bedroom (or at least, my observation was there... I wasn't interacting with anything I saw in the dream, nor was I seen.) In the bed, a man was sleeping, his back turned to me and the covers drawn near his head, so I could not see his face. As I watched, the man began to awake, and as he turned over, I saw that he had the head of an elephant, but instead of a trunk and tusks, a huge penis and testicles were growing from his face. The man awakened and began to get out of bed, as he did so, the testicles growing on his face began to swell, getting larger and larger. The man didn't notice at first, until he was standing up beside the bed. When he noticed that the testicles were swelling, he began to panic, and soon they grew so large that he fell over under their weight. At that point I woke up from the dream.
I used to have major nightmares, many of which included guro themes. It's been many years since I've had a bad one though. They pretty much stopped about the time I left the church. Funny, I never thought of it that way before. Interesting.
Umm, the last really freaky one that I had was about six years ago, and in it I had a letter opener (this kind: http://www.adproductstogo.com/Letter_Openers-GaryLO2%20SMB-%2004.jpg ) and I was using it to trace tribal type patterns on my skin. Except I wasn't just tracing them. I was actually getting the little nib under my skin, and using it to cut my skin and actually making the patterns, not just tracing them. As should be expected, there was blood coming out of the 'traced' lines. I remember that I was about to set down the letter opener, and use my hand to pry off my skin in the various patterns, but I woke up before I did.
I once dream that I was being chased by Sonic
Once I dream I was chasing someone as Sonic
>>36
Thanks, tried out most of those things, last night I had a dream that I was going to PC World and then when I arrived I woke up. Maybe I can work on this.
My recurring dream is I am lying down, fully restrained and being sawn in half with a buzzsaw. However I dream that I am finding the sensation intensely pleasurable.
After watching all these Raids, and especially after stumbling upon ( http://genki-genki.com/modules/tinyd36/index.php?id=13 ) I've started to consider "worms" as a fetish. But I am not sure whether it is safe or not, so I am here to inquire about that, hopefully some of you might be knowledgeable enough to tell me whats safe and what isn't? Currently I have a cautious disposition to believing that worms are completely harmless, no matter what you do? I could be wrong ^^;
Earlier today I bought a bundle of 24 worms (though one was dead, so make that 23.) I took them all out of the dirt-stuff they came in, washed them, and watched as they squiggled around in a puddle of clean water. The water soon after became a little dirty, and I wondered why. After I put a bundle into my mouth, I felt as they were squiggling around there, trying to either escape or enter down my throat. It was such a weird sensation! I wanted to bite onto them but I didn't, I was scared that their insides could contain bacteria? When I spat them back into the bowl I opened my mouth and my tongue and teeth were completely covered in worm poop!! I have yet to put them into my ahem or anus.. I'm too scared, thats why I need your help!
oopsie sorry, disregard that I accidentally posted a reply instead of a new thread! >_<;;
Ah, I remember a dream from a few years back; fourteen or fifteen, perhaps. My mind gets a little fuzzy, I cannot remember exactly.
But the dream, no I will never forget that. It was long before I ever knew a Gurochan existed, but not before I knew the concept of guro was exciting. Here is the dream; in story form, so as to make it more interesting. Remember however, that it is a dream, and dreams do not usually make sense.
The road whipped by under the tires of the car as it sped hastily onwards. Within the car, contention filled the driver, contention at what? Perhaps at being alive. That is all that was needed, here. Two faint pinpricks of light slowly came into view, closing in at a steady rate. Despite the fact that they were on a collision course, the driver did not turn the wheel to avoid, instead, crashing directly into the other car.
Each driver was hurled from their seats into the air, the ex-driver first noticing that both persons were laying suspended above their cars in a field of an unknown liquid that was much clearer than water, but much darker, as well. Through the dark liquid, the driver caught view of the woman that had been in the other car. She was doubtlessly beautiful, with long, dark hair floating suspended in the liquids around her. Lips curved up into a deviant smile as she slowly floated closer to the driver.
Grasping hold of a peice of windshield glass, the driver slashed at the woman, cutting a deep trench into her bluish skin--possibly due to the liquids color--, however, the cut immediately began to seal itself up as if it never had occurred. If there had been a sudden desire to hurt before, it became kill now. The driver began slicing left and right, up and down at the woman, trying to put a stop to her heart.
The driver did not know why this was happening, only that by no circumstances was the slicing glass to stop until the woman's death was felt. She only grinned back, waiting for him to tire...
And that's when I woke up.
I always awaken prematurely from my good dreams. It sucks.
Don't hurt the wittle wormies! D:
However, biting down onto something attached to a human is a-okay.
i think my favorite guro related dream had me running through a school with a scalpel just impaling every person I saw. It felt like there was some sort of insane pressure in my head, like id gone completely crazy or something. I was aiming for people I knew, not even caring if I killed them or not. Just jumping on them, stabbing them a few times, then running after the next one.
I woke up laughing like a maniac and had this weird smile through the whole day. I think I creeped my classmates out...
>I woke up laughing like a maniac and had this weird smile through the whole day.
You're probably going through some rough stuff on your life.
I remenber I had done the same once without even dreaming.
It's temporary don't worry. =3
Also, they didn't even cared about it. I just heard this female whose said : "Gosh, I hate this boy" - and i was like lol. xD
Now, I had this f*cked up dream where I saw some person cutting someone's face in half. Quite the vivid dream, the person was still alive.
The other day I just dreamt I was inside a bar from some Mafia, and they said that if I kept asking questions around about them, it wouldn't be good for me. And then I just remenber asking for a glass of juice and asking a lil' thing about the mafia, so I got shot behind my back and fell to the ground, then I started saying "Why!? I have never done anything bad to you! I have never! Why?". Then I woke up.
It's not often i have those kind of dreams though.
I have plenty of guro inspired dreams. I don't know if anyone's interested or where to start, but let's just say...
In a dream, when I'm getting hurt or dying, that fear I get somehow makes me realize that its a dream and couldn't possibly be real.
And when THAT happens
I take control.
and I die or get beat up over and over till I regenerate and do it again.
it's the best! And the greatest part is -
whoever the killer or attacker is in the dream...
as soon as I turn around and look at them, with this crazy ass smile on my face, and say " More, I want more! I want you to fucking kill me!"
Even THEY look at me like I'm a twisted fuck. But they always give me more, hahahahaha.
You're just emo.
